Stand back! Nicole Kidman is spilling the goodies about her marriage to Tom Cruise and revealing she was engaged in between Tom and her current husband Keith Urban. Has the Scientology surveillance ceased outside her crib? Can she walk to the bodega on the corner without people in white vans shadowing her so now she feels free to speak? The big news is that she says she miscarried Tom’s baby.

Nicole Kidman has revealed how she lost a baby early in her marriage to Tom Cruise. The miscarriage, which she has never spoken about before, happened when she was 23.

Kidman makes the revelation in an interview with Vanity Fair magazine, in which she also admits she has wanted a child of her own since she was 17.

Xenu didn’t want her to have Prince Gay Ass Flying Saucer’s kid. Keep reading for more details on that, and for Nicole’s revelation that she was previously engaged before she married the drunk country singer dude.

Photos of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes leaving an Italian restaurant in Berlin where they had dinner with actor Robert Redford and his girlfriend Sibylle Szaggars are after the jump.

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